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TO MY ANCESTORS 01/10/21 TO MY ANCESTORS, SPIRITUAL GUARDIANS AND SPIRITUAL TEAM. I’M GRATEFUL FOR ALL THAT IS THERE FOR MY PERSONAL GROWTH AND TO HELP PUSH ME INTO THE DIRECTION OF MY LIFE PURPOSE. I’M HUMBLED. ALTHOUGH, I AM AT TIMES LOST. I’M GRATEFUL. FOR THE GUIDANCE, SUPPORT AND PROTECTION THAT HAS BEEN PROVIDED FOR ME DESPITE MY FLAWS. I’M AWARE OF CHANGES THAT HAVE OCCURRED I UNDERSTAND SOME CHANGES ARE TO COME. I ASK THAT MY DREAMS AND VISIONS BE RESTORED UPON THE MOST DIFFICULT CHALLENGES TO COME. I FORGIVE OTHERS AS I KNOW I’M IN NEED OF FORGIVENESS AS WELL. I’M WILLING TO DO THE WORK AND I THANK YOU ALL FOR THE ACCOMODATING ME IN THE DEPARTMENT OF TIME I’M THANKFUL FOR YOUR PATIENCE FEELING THE GIFT OF LOVE HAS NOT ALWAYS BEEN A STRENGHT IN ME. FEELING NEEDED IS NOT FEELING LOVED I’M LEARNING THE DIFFERENCE. THANK YOU ALL FOR TEACHING ME THIS AMONG OTHER VALUABLE LESSONS. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU ALWAYS LOVE,

Life is quite never in accordance with your original plan; and the original plan has no bases to the original because of free will. Things CHANGE. And this is without a coincidence; it is nurtured in this way to create; resistance, to create a wavering ocean of misunderstood indifferences of feelings of experiences. It is to create an imbalance to allow you to find what your balance is. It is to create chaos for you to understand the pleasantry of having personal peace. It is not about the battle; but the finding the silver lining in between. It's about the essential gifts to find the true meaning of what is deemed more luxurious things. We create our reality when we learn to change. Change comes knowingly to some and unnoticed at all by others. Learn to welcome it's upheaval my people. It is a part of your visit; it's why you can have the things that your hearts may desire; when you learn not to resist it. I'm still learning; it's never to late. Life is not just about us as an individual person. But, a civilization of civilizations. if we never learn from the past there will be no reason for another creation of anything that's like us. Embrace the internal growth that you at times feel. Speak from your heart in the conversations you may have moving forward; KEEP IT REAL! No one can deny you, your personal truth your own history? only your soul can tell that to you. LISTEN, NO MATTER HOW HARD; NO MATTER HOW HURTFUL. HONOR IT AND ACCEPT IT. BE PERSISTENT! RELEASE WHAT HINDERS YOU; RESPECT WHAT PUSHES YOU TO YOUR GREATNESS. HONOR THE CYCLE OF LIVING, AND REALIZE THE ETERNAL INTERNAL GREATNESS IN YOU. YOU ARE A GIFT; NEVER FORSAKE THIS. #MEDITATIVEMINDSTATE ~~~INTO THE NU~~~

As you move forward on this pathway to growth. You realize the things that you once thought you knew; had a complex twist to them. A subtle particle, an exception to every rule that was put before you. There was an elaborate scheme to see, before you get to move forward in truth. That is the scheme of not just things but a need to access the inner you. You are to become what your soul knew you always were. Think higher then the high thinker, think logical and embrace the ancient wisdom that is gifted within your DNA. Be empowered by the projection of a more courageous you. Don't give up to the evil in them, live out your internal truth.

Today I'm closing the cycle to all uneasiness that was caused by me or others to me as we move into the 2021 New Year. 2020 was a rough one. Its time to let go of that energy.. We all know that noone is perfect, so whomever has felt wronged by someone has done wrong by someone. So, it seems we balance the scales unknowingly. Its why I've always preached forgiveness, even if you never talk to them again. Today I'm apologizing to anyone who's ever been offended by my personal choices of the past. We live to let learn. The world is our classroom, we are all student and teachers. We switch roles everyday no 1 is bigger than the other. Unless they live in ego. So, this is a sincere apology, to those who may have felt the raft of my indecisiveness and my ability to go and disappear when trauma from my past show up. Or who had to deal with my very stubborn ways. Everyone has a story to tell. And well mine has not always been an easy one to share. Even still. My apologies to whomever has been offended by actions in the past. I'm releasing that issue in me for the new year. It will be purged out. 2021 will be no apologizing I'm coming into whom I've always meant to be. The bigger person.

As a possible healer, one may have always been a loner coming up. Never quite fitting in with other people. One may, not be able to understand there role on the planet as they are introvertic in nature. They are always the one people get a hold of when they are having trouble. They have the unfortunate ability to pick up on others pain, and move the energy to themselves if they are not careful. This could explain why they keep few people in their circle. They can be dowsed with the energy surrounding them. Just an introspective.... We are much in touch with nature as we are with the human experience. Alot of us respect the planet and it's ability to self heal after all of the chaos and destruction. It's not easy being GAIA the giver to all that breathes and rarely get appreciated. Someone with healing capabilities look to the planet as the answers.

12/30/20 1016 am After doing a meditation, that was 25 minutes long with my higher self before sunrise. I actually was able to catch the sunrise on my 3rd eye. Quite unique, I'm impressed. But, realizing i wasn't ground after words. I drunk a sip of water. Then something told me later to google the topic. This is actually a good way to ground after meditations. Always have water available. to you.

Our individual journey will lead us to a place of people we have known before this existence. Some to hindrance love and some to show it. Some to stop you from knowing and determining a positive experience the catalyst. Embrace it all its gonna make hell of sense in the end.

Be grateful, humble and thankful for those genuine people in our lives. They will make the world of difference in our lives. They are there to love you

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH CHANGING DIRECTIONS LIFE IS DRIVEN OFF OF CHANGE. THE FLOWERS GROW, WE PICK THEM ANOTHER WILL GROW JUST THE SAME. DON'T GET TRAPPED IN YOUR HEAD. ABOUT WHAT HAS TO OCCUR. LIVE YOUR LIFE EVEN MORE VIBRANT WITH NO INTENTIONAL HURT TO OTHERS INSTEAD. 12-13-2020 10:55PM